Squatting for Shakey and JP
400#
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| 400# Safety Bar Box Squat I gotta tell ya, squatting on the night of the 4th of July took me to some dark crevasses in my mind. I started wondering if this was the last 4th for my buddies and what was going on at their homes. I started questioning my sanity and if this was doing any good at all. I was getting angry that I hadn't been able to gain any more sponsors and wondered what I was going to do if I could not raise any more money. I have been saying that the website is coming but it is not here yet. I tried to figure out how I was gonna keep this up after my double knee replacement this Oct. or Nov....I have a lot of people tell me lately that this probably is not the best thing for me and that I need to take a day or 2 of rest. It is amazing how much I can think of or how much bullshit runs rampant through my head when I allow it....luckily it was only about 30 minutes of squatting! I probably would have PUNCHED myself if it would have been another 30 minutes of my head talking to my head! "We must travel in the direction of our fear". -John Berryman, "A Point of Age" I'll finish tomorrow. |
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